Today, I got really all shook up!!!! Hey! watch out your steps, guys... you put such an accident waiting to happen on my mind! just be careful!Guys, I now really understand what a bullshit thing those people told me so far! and I realize now that those one are too wrapped up in themselves! and I'm such a mad as a hornet now!
Well, I'm talking about some people in my life and perhaps I may say 'people used to be in my life'. What? used to be? Yeah! it is!!!
I hardly figure out what's goin' on their mind now. A really absurd though! Those people totally make a mountain out of a molehill! but at least finally those people show their real colors!
Well, lemme address this thing to:
Sometimes, I really want to fire them all with all bad rude words and damn them all by the lowest bad words available on a dictionary but I'm not them! I'm different! I just want to knock the heaven's door and ask the Almighty God to show them the better though, guide their hearts to show brighter things, unlock their locked tough hearts so then they can really understand what friendship and brotherhood means, can really realize that they are not the best creatures on the earth, that there is a sky over a sky, can really figure out how to appreciate the differences and so on.
Dear God... I beg Your Mercy to save me from being a really bad stubborn silly person.
Well, I'm talking about some people in my life and perhaps I may say 'people used to be in my life'. What? used to be? Yeah! it is!!!
I hardly figure out what's goin' on their mind now. A really absurd though! Those people totally make a mountain out of a molehill! but at least finally those people show their real colors!
Well, lemme address this thing to:
- Someone who once told me about friendship and brotherhood enthusiastically but now this person totally ruined them all at once. This one who can easily blame someone over something's running bad and wrong. This one who can easily take you into his/her life but then will easily kick you out when you are not after his/her own heart any more. This one is really creative to create a such complicated situation and then will let you die in it lonely but when you find the way out this person won't easily say 'thank you' as well won't easily to say 'sorry'. This one often does fake things. Fake love! Fake friendship! Fake brotherhood! Gosh! if only I could say many things to air this person's dirty laundry, I would do it easily, happily and maximally!!!!!
- Someone who once told me that 'we can't see our own back by ourselves unless we have mirror and that's why I like drawing someone's back". Now, I totally understand what this means. Thiis person doesn't have any mirror that's why this one can't see the back. But I can see this one's back clearly and it's full of mystery, a really dark one! Guys! how can you appreciate someone who can easily snap bad words at you anytime this person goes mad and get angry? I totally can not and will not!!!!! this one talks about dreams, happiness, hopes, loves, care, acceptance, solidarity, etc but then this one cracked ruined destroyed all those stuffs. Finally, when this person decided to remove me and block me from a social network we linked, I did the same things, but not from my social network Url, I removed and blocked this person from my heart, my mind, and I'm trying to remove and block this person from my life!!! It's a really disappointed friendship!
- Someone who once demanded me to show my maturity but then this person never listen to my words even once! This person always has many things to make all decisions, actions, everything seem all well and nice, even in fact those all are the source of such a really complicated situation and it often drives me fail to make heads or tails of all those hot potato. This person can easily fire all bad words just to show all of anger, frustration, silly actions etc in order to make others know what's happening. This one can hardly appreciate you even you're older and speak of the shake of this person. This person's such an unstablest one and such a really sharp person in laying on with a trowel!
Sometimes, I really want to fire them all with all bad rude words and damn them all by the lowest bad words available on a dictionary but I'm not them! I'm different! I just want to knock the heaven's door and ask the Almighty God to show them the better though, guide their hearts to show brighter things, unlock their locked tough hearts so then they can really understand what friendship and brotherhood means, can really realize that they are not the best creatures on the earth, that there is a sky over a sky, can really figure out how to appreciate the differences and so on.
Dear God... I beg Your Mercy to save me from being a really bad stubborn silly person.
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