It's been a week I left this stuff, my blog, behind since it seems I'm too lazy to write. Actually I got bunch ideas on my mind to express and share here, but sometimes I think some of them are not pretty cool to put here. Dang! I made such a selection what the appropriate things to put here. Some of them are about my dreams, my future, something I've been thinking of and even my past. But again I need to put them in a really appropriate thought before drawing 'em here.
Owh! Did I write "past" here?
Well, sometimes, without any means, I hate when some one talking about their bad past a lot, let's say in this case is 'ex-one' could be ex-friend or ex-boy/girl friend.
Hmmm, let me set the languange into Bahasa ^_^
Bicara tentang masa lalu, aku seringkali merasa aneh dengan orang-orang yang begitu terpaku dengan kenangan indah masa lalu bersama sang mantan (lagu Nidji seharusnya mengalun dengan semaunya sekarang sebagai backsound ^_^) apalagi jika kisah pahit itu diakhiri dengan banyak hal yang menyakitkan. Hey, guys.... apa kita harus terpasung menyerah dengan kisah pahit seperti itu??? Mengapa harus mengingat hal yang justru membuatmu tidak merasa lebih baik, sebaliknya membuatmu merasa jauh lebih terpuruk dan merapuh?? That's such a silly thing, isn't it?
Kemaren, ternyata tema tentang sang mantan muncul kepermukaan setelah ada dua orang sahabat yang membahas tema ini, satu orang membahasnya via sms sementara yang satu lagi memposting tema ini di facebooknya. Huah!!! Aku sempat berfikir bahwa tema ini adalah salah satu tema yang seolah menjelma seperti pisau bermata ganda, kau mungkin akan tersenyum lebar saat mengingat kenangan indah dengan sang mantan dan lalu terpuruk sedih bahkan bersimbah air mata saat kau pada akhirnya tak bisa melepaskan ending sedih bin menyakitkan yang terjadi dalam kisahmu dengan sang mantan. Nah, lalu kenapa mesti diingat atau dibiarkan agar kau teringat???
For me, again, it's such a silly thing to recall everything with your ex even more when your ex left a really bad scar in your deep heart and on your mind as well. Gosh! Being not aware of this kind of ex is much better than recalling all sad, bad, cruel memories.
Ok, I'm done with that 'past' story, now let's think about a future! Lol... Thinking about future always makes me impassioned.
Talking bout future plans, Seliger 2011 will be held in Russia this July and at first I intended to submit my application in order to join this International Youth Forum but then I decided to put it off since I got some reasons why I have to do this. The very basic one is I have no much time to deal with all stuff regarding this event. IKYEP requires more attention, my jobs somehow ask more attention and responsibility as well so willy nilly, I have to postpone my dreams to step on Europe ^_^ and I wish some day I'll get other better chances to make the dream come true ^_^
Well well well...
Guys, past and future are two things we always deal with but I'm totally sure we have full authority to control which one should be put at higher level over another and I'm trying to figure out everything to differentiate which one is which.
So, for you who thinks about your cruel ex so often I bet forgetting all about that sad and smoky hazy gloomy memories will make you better, much better to reach and re-set your future.
Owh! Did I write "past" here?
Well, sometimes, without any means, I hate when some one talking about their bad past a lot, let's say in this case is 'ex-one' could be ex-friend or ex-boy/girl friend.
Hmmm, let me set the languange into Bahasa ^_^
Bicara tentang masa lalu, aku seringkali merasa aneh dengan orang-orang yang begitu terpaku dengan kenangan indah masa lalu bersama sang mantan (lagu Nidji seharusnya mengalun dengan semaunya sekarang sebagai backsound ^_^) apalagi jika kisah pahit itu diakhiri dengan banyak hal yang menyakitkan. Hey, guys.... apa kita harus terpasung menyerah dengan kisah pahit seperti itu??? Mengapa harus mengingat hal yang justru membuatmu tidak merasa lebih baik, sebaliknya membuatmu merasa jauh lebih terpuruk dan merapuh?? That's such a silly thing, isn't it?
Kemaren, ternyata tema tentang sang mantan muncul kepermukaan setelah ada dua orang sahabat yang membahas tema ini, satu orang membahasnya via sms sementara yang satu lagi memposting tema ini di facebooknya. Huah!!! Aku sempat berfikir bahwa tema ini adalah salah satu tema yang seolah menjelma seperti pisau bermata ganda, kau mungkin akan tersenyum lebar saat mengingat kenangan indah dengan sang mantan dan lalu terpuruk sedih bahkan bersimbah air mata saat kau pada akhirnya tak bisa melepaskan ending sedih bin menyakitkan yang terjadi dalam kisahmu dengan sang mantan. Nah, lalu kenapa mesti diingat atau dibiarkan agar kau teringat???
For me, again, it's such a silly thing to recall everything with your ex even more when your ex left a really bad scar in your deep heart and on your mind as well. Gosh! Being not aware of this kind of ex is much better than recalling all sad, bad, cruel memories.
Ok, I'm done with that 'past' story, now let's think about a future! Lol... Thinking about future always makes me impassioned.
Talking bout future plans, Seliger 2011 will be held in Russia this July and at first I intended to submit my application in order to join this International Youth Forum but then I decided to put it off since I got some reasons why I have to do this. The very basic one is I have no much time to deal with all stuff regarding this event. IKYEP requires more attention, my jobs somehow ask more attention and responsibility as well so willy nilly, I have to postpone my dreams to step on Europe ^_^ and I wish some day I'll get other better chances to make the dream come true ^_^Well well well...
Guys, past and future are two things we always deal with but I'm totally sure we have full authority to control which one should be put at higher level over another and I'm trying to figure out everything to differentiate which one is which.
So, for you who thinks about your cruel ex so often I bet forgetting all about that sad and smoky hazy gloomy memories will make you better, much better to reach and re-set your future.
- The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.
- -- Eleanor Roosevelt
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